AL-HUDA
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the Message Continues ... 10/81
Newsletter for May 2008
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From KG to
College
Jimmy Carter once said
“We become not a melting pot but a
beautiful mosaic. Different people, different beliefs,
different yearnings, different hopes, different dreams.”
Entering in my first public school years I added to the
melting pot of our country but in a much smaller scale.
Kindergarten: there I began taking English is a Second
Language courses for my tongue had been molded by native
language of: Urdu. I faced many comments regarding my
skin-color and accent. Yet at that age, like most
children in their prime years, I lived in a bubble.
Never before been presented with any form of harsh
language or teases I did not know what to make of it and
kept to myself. I grew up with the firm rule to do unto
others as you would want others to do to you. So never
did I feel it necessary to say anything back at these
children, mostly because I did not understand that hate
could evolve over such a silly thing like skin color.
As I turned the obligatory age for a woman in my
religion, the age of nine, a new difference was added to
my presence. I began to wear the obligatory head
covering called in arabic: hijab.
Not only did I have to wear my head-covering but I also
then began to cover my body as well in a more modestly
fashion. I could not wear shorts during gym class or
short-sleeves when the weather became warmer, and thus I
continued to become the target for teases and
name-callings. My elementary school years went by in the
blink of an eye, but the memories and taunts live with
me until this day, however so does the success. The
success of never letting down, and at such a young age
being able to defend modesty in my religion.
Middle school was a time for the coming of maturity,
though we weren’t there yet. In sixth grade, the
unfortunate incident of 9/11 befell our entire nation.
The melting pot as Mr. Carter had stated for me became
nothing close to a beautiful mosaic during these years.
Rather this mosaic in process shattered as lady liberty
fell to her feet and our great nation was shadowed by
grief and confusion. This confusion was mostly harbored
by mis-conceptions and judgments that tore communities
and relationships apart. My religious views and
practices were a main source for confusion because of
the irresponsible and disgusting acts of those who used
religion as an excuse for their stupidity. Though I was
only eleven years old at the time, I felt for my nation
and was deeply grieved. However my fellow classmates and
citizens did not think so. I was constantly bombarded by
threats and things thrown at me when I would get off the
bus on my way home. I was labeled as a ‘terrorist’ and
was ignored by cashiers and others in professional
positions who thought it would harm their image to have
any association with me. Still the extremity of this
situation has died down somewhat due to active
involvement by muslim citizens who set straight the
record about Islam the religion of peace and not of
violence. Some Documentaries and accredited specials
have since began to air on television giving the proper
message about Islam. Unfortunately before and after 9/11
I have had to face discrimination. After two or three
years I entered high school. Here I was not only faced
with discrimination because of what I looked like but
because of the way I channeled my thinking. Teachers
frequently debated me in class about whether my religion
was a valid religion or not, continuing to go as far as
stating that my people are ignorant and savage. I am a
senior now in high school, and I’m pretty sure that in
college I will meet many different people, with
different opinions and judgments as well. I know it
doesn’t get any easier for me in the future, but some
one has to pave the way for those behind them. If I
could go back in time to help my situation I would
definitely have encouraged my community to be more
involved with the township and local committees so that
our religion would be more commonly known and not
misconstrued because of our absence and lack of
involvement. But other than that, there was really
nothing else to change. Every principal and teacher of
mine to which I reported threats and acts of hatred and
violence dealt with the situation in a professional and
calm manner making me feel safe and secure. However it
is the actions of few ignorant that has, unfortunately,
the most drastic and painful affect. We have all learned
this lesson through history and in our lives, and I know
for sure that no matter what happens, I will take my
experience here in |
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